you text me non-stop for a few days, giving me the thought that it will continue for at least a month or so. but hell no, I was wrong. It only lasted for less than a week.
you disappeared, came back and disappeared again.
I had no choice but to take the initiative to ask you whats wrong every time you disappeared.
I laid in bed thinking and thinking.
Thinking about the possible reasons as to why you did that to me.
And in the end, going to sleep with tears when I know it wasnt worth it.
And then you told me it was a burden rather than a relief.
You totally made me go all the way down.
Yes, I faked a smile just so not to make things anymore complicated.
God knows how upset I was for the past few days and even right now.

Fck all this shit! I'm always being treated like this. What did I do to deserve this?! )':


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