Life is unfair. Everyone knows it. But life is fair when you try hard enough. Quoted from someone. True enough.

for me, my life is erm.. idk how to say it. Sometimes I think its a blessing while at times, I think I'm lost in my own world.

I've learnt to be more independent somehow or another after you left. It was hard, I admit. Thinking back about the memories do hurt but well, I asked for it. So, I gotta endure. I thought things will be fine after we've gone our separate ways but its not getting any better either. :/

Friends who I taught that would be there for me during my darkest days wasnt there. While friends who I never imagined that would be there for me was helping me throughout. thanks to you-know-who-you-are. you've been sucha a great help even though we just started talking recently.

to that person, I thought you'll be that person who will be there for me through it all. instead, you didnt seem to give a fuck at all. avoiding you was on purpose. if you dont realise that, I really dont know what to say to you anymore. Well, one word for you, disappointing. your words were really harsh but I gotta learn to stay strong. I used to give in everytime but now, no more! you're just taking advantage of it.

I need to be awake as early as 8.45am later on but here I am, blogging. Off to expo in the morning with family for the traval fair, then to flea with Shiqah and lastly, younger cousin's birthday party.


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