School's a bore now. Lessons are getting more boring as days passed. Like seriously. English boring maut uh! No one even bothered to pay attention. I've been sleeping during school hours. Pfft. Almost every lesson I'll sleep. Lack of sleep uh. Why? Cause I've been going through so many downs lately. I've been thinking too much every night. Sigh. When will this ever end?
'People change'. I've been wondering why must people change? I mean if somone changes for the better, then its great. But if someone were to change for the worse, it just sucks to know that he/she is changing for the worse. I know everyone change but its not fun nor enjoying to know that someone very close to you changed for the worse in just a blink of an eye. Then you'll have to choose whether to accept this person for who they are or not. Especially when you treasure this person, you'll definitely have to accept the new him/her. It just sucks to be going thru this.
I have difficulty accepting you for who you are. Your attitude really changed alot. And I mean it, ALOT. You changed in just a blink of eye. Why must you change so suddenly? Even if you want to change, you could have done it slowly so that I can slowly accept the new you too. I dont know what you'll do next. Only God and yourself know. Must you really do this? Your sudden change in attitude has affected three people. You should who they are. We're all worried for you but do you even care? I doubt so. I always thought that you were putting on an act. But now, I realise it isnt an act you're putting on. It seems like you've really changed. Please, reflect on how much your sudden change had affected your loved ones. I just hope one day you'll be back to your old self. I really miss the old you. I dont like the cold shoulders you've been giving me. Sighh. :(
Only haziqah love and syahidah love understands what I've been going thru. Darlings, thank you for the advises, listening ear and being there for me when I was feeling lost and confused. I really appreciate it very much. i love you too girls, very much. :D
& thank you too to dear friend, haziq. Thanks for cheering me up whenever I was down. Your company's great although it wasnt long. Thanks! :D
& another thank you to dear friend, khuzaimah. Thanks for hearing me out and those advises you gave me. Thanks really alot for being there for me when I needed a listening ear. :D
Bestfriend, where have you gone to? I havent heard anything from you for the past few days. No messages, no calls. Nothing. I hope you're doing fine. Sigh.
I neeeeeeeedddd youuuuu, bestfriend. Please contact me asap.
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